Taking what you've written with you sounds like a great idea.
I think it would be helpful for you to be able to talk to your counsellor about what might happen should you completely let go, both so you are comfortable and know that it's an acceptable thing to do, and so that she can find out what you think is the best way for her to respond to you. It will also let her set any boundaries that may be necessary.
Best of luck, this sounds like a really positive step :)
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