[*Beth*]

I don't post here very often. In fact, i don't think i've ever posted in this board as when i joined my ED had replaced my SI.

However now i'm finding that as my ED gets better my SI is rearing its head again. I know this is 'common' and my question doesn't really relate to this.

I'm wondering if anyone else consciously plans to cut ahead of time? I've been thinking all day at the back of my mind that tomorrow morning i'm going to SI for the first time in a long time. I have absolutely no temptation to SI at the moment, but for some reason i'm overwhelmed with the desire to do it tomorrow.

This is really strange for me, because my SI has always been on impulse in the past, and i don't understand my feelings at the moment.

I'm wondering if it's because i'm so used to me ED behaviours being planned rather than on impulse, and whether this is transferring to the SI.

Does anyone else do this?

Thanks

Me x