Your not alone. Recently I had the same discovery of myself & how big I got. I felt ashamed & disgusted in myself. I've restricted my eating since. I've felt lower then ever. People are always telling me you have such a pretty face I feel like the rest of the sentence they don't say is pity about the rest of your body. Just stop eating crap & go for fruit & veg & exercise. Slowly it will come off. Buy nice clothes or wear ones you have. Clothes & makeup make a huge difference to the way you see yourself & feel & the way others see you. And nobody looks at your body as close & points out flaws like you do yourself. Unless you have a mum like mine who loves to judge & put me down.
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