[Red Riding Hood]

I have today finally seen myself through clear eyes.

I am overweight, and, i am disgusting. I look horrible and sa result i hate myself and feel like i don't deserve to live.

The last time i saw my body so clearly i took action and lost weight.

Now all i want to do is wrap my fairy lights around my neck until i can't breathe anymore. I actually long for that feeling right now, to dive me closer to death.

i just needed to share. I know not many if you know who i am. I cannot say. I'm supposed to be well.

Thanks for reading.