Hi there,
Sorry you're struggling so much right now, and you feel let down by so many people.
Unfortunately, it's quite common to feel worse after seeing mental health professionals at first because you're facing difficult/upsetting emotions and experiences, but it will lead to you feeling better and being able to deal with your issues better.
Maybe it'd be helpful to explore how you'd like them to act towards you or discuss how you think they can help you?
I'm sorry your friend has turned her back as well, it's hard when people don't have or aren't willing to have the capacity to understand and help.
If you ever need to talk please feel free to drop me a PM.
x x x
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