My GP knows I've heard things but she was not too concerned because it wasn't someone talking but now It has started. I don't want to go back to see my GP because she will ask what I want her to do and I don't know what I wanted her to do I want It to stop talking and go away. I don't see the psychiatrist until 5th March.
My fiance talked to me last night and I eventually told him I was hearing someone saying something but I didn't tell him all of it I just told him what It told me the first time which was "It doesn't need to be fixed". He isn't worred but I didn't tell him that It wants me to burn my hand on the cooker.
It talked to me last night and It said that if I burn my hand and bang my head until my nose bleeds then It will go away I don't think I belive It but I'm so scared. My head hurts because It keeps going on and on and on. I'm trying to keep distracted away from It but It always keeps on. It told me that banging my head until my nose bleeds will fix my head and then It would go away. I have no one to talk to about this. I have to try and keep it together for the next two days and I'm scared that I will ruin everyones lives if I don't.
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