[Emo]

As you know its valentines day tomorrow me and my husband bought each other some thing from a sex toys place we have opened them but yet to try them
My husband has gone down to my mums for a few hours to help her with a few things and will be back and is expecting sex ...I hear voices and am very paranoid the voices seem to make comments about me most of the time
But its worse when am having sex
They say things like am fat but much ruder and swearing
Its really off putting on top of that i see things as well and i some of it is graphic like zombies with there flesh hanging off etc...
so that is also off putting as well
I feel awful not wanting sex when we went and bought all this stuff
am unsure what to do about seeing things and the voices