Lauri, you know that you said you came off of the meds but were forced back on them? Why was that? Did you relapse? I understand where you're coming from about meds. It can be concerning, but I guess you have to weigh up the pro's and cons, and try to take on board all of the doctor's advice that is given to you before making an informed decision. Meds can be really useful to help people get back on track. Your concerns are valid though. But please try to listen to the doctor's too if you can.
Also, I've felt that way about hospital before. Said in a flippant way, without really thinking it through properly. I was desperate at the time, and felt as though I couldn't handle life, and hiding away in a hospital seemed like the perfect solution. It is a desperate way of thinking, but hopefully you will be able to see soon that it's not the solution. You can fight this. You just need the right support and care.
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