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What am I going to say to my daughter, when she asks about my scars?
So I'm pregnant. And I'm actually still not sure yet if I'm going to keep the baby or give it up for adoption.
I'm a year and two and a half months free from sh but I do have a few really bad scars and I know that eventually she's going to ask about them and want to know what they are. And thinking about it...I just have absolutely no idea what I'd say to her.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm even fit to be a mother because even though it's been so long since i sh'd I've still gotten depressed, and wanted to start sh again, I just didn't because i told myself i had to stay strong for my daughter.
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