Thanks Hun. I'm such a terrible mess. I can't be trusted my last outpatient appointment is the 12th . I'm out of control and I hate my FAT and greed. I need my anorexia to take me. I will refuse to be weighed on Monday. I don't feel I deserve to speak. I can talk to my mum and I can post and text but I do not deserve to speak the truth. I deserve to be punished for disobeying and making myself FAT. I need this to end uni feels so far away. I'm so sorry I hope you are ok Sophia. I'm falling apart x
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