I don't know how to explain. I have radically overhauled myself. Image, behaviour, everything. Needed a change. But I feel like dying. And I am not depressed but I don't know what this feeling is. A toppling. Confusion. I was bored of myself, so I changed it. I betrayed a friend last night, to try to keep her safe. I wish I hadn't but maybe I'm glad I did.
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