Well, it centres around struggling with dependency feelings, which, whilst they aren't the biggest sin ever, people can take them the wrong way, and make snap judgements about me. It's also very painful. These feelings won't ever go away, and so my task is to compassionately accept them, develop a part that has independence and inter-dependence that can bear them.
Mostly I need a GP to a) get my refill prescriptions of meds, b) to supervise my medication in case of need of dose increase or reduction, c) help keep me on a level and emotionally contained, and of course d) treat any physical stuff I have which can sometimes be related to the MH stuff [like my IBS, and how when I get viruses I get lower than low after].
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