I'm overwhelmed by how lovely and supportive you guys are being, it means a lot to me, so thank you.
I think I'll have to think really hard about this decisiion , maybe when I'm in a better mindset because tonight has been extremely difficult and distressing, and unfortunelty I've self harmed, and I kind of feel I can't stop and I probably should go to A&E but I have managed to get it under control but I also haven't taken my meds so I'm going to take them now and try to calm myself so I will respond to your posts tomorrow and hopefully I won't be in such a screwed up mood, but please know I appreciate your responses and I am so grateful and I will respond to them individiaully tomorrow when hopefully my mind is a bit less noisy and loud.
Thank you guys so much again, it means a lot.
I know I repeat myself here but it does.
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