I have this quite a lot, Jenna! It's really strange and almost feels as though you are literally having to force yourself not to engage in the behaviours when you have company or when you are fighting against them. I know it's not OCD (for me) but that doesn't stop the obsessions being quite irritating! You're a perfectionist? I think that's what it for me. Also, control is one of my things, so I don't know if that's something for you? The only thing I can suggest is trying to ease yourself into being more slack with it and not letting it take over. However, don't beat yourself up about it because, for me, I've just embraced the quirks and people don't really mind - as long as it's not over-the-top!
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