Hi there,
well, you ask what's wrong with you. I think you are an alcoholic. I am and I've had relapses a few time.
I don't know what type of treatment you use to help with not drinking. I was inpatient for 30 days and then I did aftercare for 9 months.
I have relapsed since then and I know it's hard not to beat yourself up about it. But I found the more guilt you pile on yourself, the more likely you will have another relapse. If you went through the 12 steps, continue to practice them, especially step 3 as it tells you to give all control to God.
I hate cliches but "Let Go And Let God".
much love.xxx
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