I don't even know. It's sometimes like I might have misinterpreted and then I might have the wrong response, and then everyone will hate me. But normally it's just like a completely unidentified sense of doom. I know it doesn't matter, but that doesn't stop me feeling like I'm going to die if I don't sort it. Like I say, sometimes I just ignore the urge and continue watching like a normal human and nothing bad happens, so I should use that as evidence that I don't need to do it and stop being such a troll, but I just get overwhelmed by the fear.
With the note-taking stuff, it's like OH MY GOD WHAT IF THAT EXACT SENTENCE IS IN THE EXAM AND I GET IT WRONG BECAUSE I DIDN'T WRITE IT DOWN AND THEN I'LL FAIL. And maybe die also.
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