Thanks for the hugs cryptic.
I will see how ward round goes tomorrow (I usually write a letter they read before i go in) and if i feel unheard or dismissed then when the advocate comes on the ward I will ask to speak to her.
I say 'behaving' because i feel thats how the consultant views it. If I go off the ward and drink my leave is suspended (although the nurses seem to be pulling a blind eye at it). If I self harm he said i would be on one to one obs for a week minimum.
I had the bpd and schizoaffective diagnosis for quite some time, but i think when i changed from the eip to cmht the dr had a different opinion. I only recently saw a specalist psych in PD's to figure out what, if any, that I have. I'm not fussed though, I feel I am on the right med combination and have twice weekly individual psychotherapy, so i guess its ok as my treatment is right. But then, I must be bothered about it....I dunno
I would stay informally, I just want to feel like I have some freedom.
That really sounds like a horrible experience! Sitting in a room with people discussing what your diagnosis is. I think I find out this week or next whats going on with the housing.
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