Hi thanks both of you. Yes I hate physical monitoring but I understand its not therapy I genuinely get a vibe that she really doesn't like me. They feel I'm too FAT due to the FAT and fluid. I really want to run I can't be in my body anymore.the shame is eating me and the shame is strangling me. I can't breathe for the FAT. That is all she said I was crying when she was talking to me I couldn't say I wanted a change because they would take the support away. I'm sorry I'm not making sense. I don't deserve your kindness x
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