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Steel Maiden · 10-01-2013, 02:33 PM

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Originally Posted by justapuppetonastring

If you want to do it. Do it. You will get there, It took me an extra year on both my art & deisgn course and my photography diploma. Never thought I would do it but did.

Im finding uni really hard at the moment, there is **** loads of work to do but im trying to keeo myself grounded and trying to just get down and do it but things make it hard. Very hard.

I'm sorry to hear things are so hard for you right now. Are you getting enough support? What is hindering you the most?

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I'm struggling with the almost constant drone of the voices, the Spies, the Transmission Device outside my house (it broadcasts my thoughts to the public), my thoughts being coded that the Spies solve (I can't solve the codes ffs), the other students at uni laughing and pointing at me when I walk past, etc. And my OCD is bad. I'm trying hard to study but it's not really working. I'm in my taxi home now from uni and I missed one lecture and part of another one due to the voices and crippling voices/Spies (my support worker took me out of the lecture because I was about to freak out). I haven't been to the gym for six weeks now due to the Spies etc and OCD.

When I get home this afternoon, I am going to try and study. Hopefully my new Neuropharmacology textbook will arrive in the post so I can study that.

Please someone give me advice on how I can study, I am desperate. I need to utilise my intelligence.

10-01-2013, 02:33 PM	#20
Steel Maiden There is no place like 127.0.0.1 Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: London	Quote: Originally Posted by justapuppetonastring If you want to do it. Do it. You will get there, It took me an extra year on both my art & deisgn course and my photography diploma. Never thought I would do it but did. Im finding uni really hard at the moment, there is **** loads of work to do but im trying to keeo myself grounded and trying to just get down and do it but things make it hard. Very hard. I'm sorry to hear things are so hard for you right now. Are you getting enough support? What is hindering you the most? - I'm struggling with the almost constant drone of the voices, the Spies, the Transmission Device outside my house (it broadcasts my thoughts to the public), my thoughts being coded that the Spies solve (I can't solve the codes ffs), the other students at uni laughing and pointing at me when I walk past, etc. And my OCD is bad. I'm trying hard to study but it's not really working. I'm in my taxi home now from uni and I missed one lecture and part of another one due to the voices and crippling voices/Spies (my support worker took me out of the lecture because I was about to freak out). I haven't been to the gym for six weeks now due to the Spies etc and OCD. When I get home this afternoon, I am going to try and study. Hopefully my new Neuropharmacology textbook will arrive in the post so I can study that. Please someone give me advice on how I can study, I am desperate. I need to utilise my intelligence.
	PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10 or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student. I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out. I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included. Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.