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Fear of life?
Okay so like I haven't really left my house since I quit my job, I quit because I felt trapped, but now I just feel lost. I'm afraid to go out in public, fear of people judging me and having subconscious negative thoughts of me, It feels likes people are watching. I don't really know how to react to something, I've built a strong emotional wall without even knowing. I swear I can hear whispers in my head. In about two years I went from socially active to extremely socially awkward, I now only hang out with 4 friends and I lost my best friend to a stupid drunken fight I started almost 2 months ago. And I feel like I'm not ready for the future, I would like to be something special or live normally. Well anyways all I'm saying is I have no idea what to do? I've taken many online personality tests and most say I'm schizo or some variant.
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