Originally Posted by
talaiporia
Drugs, like self harm, don't really fix anything in the long term. They're just a temporary, maladaptive coping mechanism, and they're not going to change anything.
What's going on for you at the moment that you feel like this?
my goodness that is a loaded question... so much sht man. Just nonsense.
I guess I could just say I'm at a very sensitive crossroad right now. I have few decisions to make
let's just say they're not easy ones
& I've been sick for quite awhile..... too
I suppose you are right
but good god, I've never been more tempted
my ex huffed himself half-brain-dead
the carelessness he has just seems so peaceful
complacent.
I don't know... He doesn't have dreams (or nightmares) anymore.
that seems nice.
I probably do need to smoke a bowl and do some meditating or something