there has been a little turn of events today- in a positive way though.
I have decided not to let that assessment get me so low. it was a bad day, its behind.
anyway, before that i had been looking up this online degree in creative writing, and today i have applied for the finance! part of me is so anxious and thinking can i do it? but i was chatting to my mum and i know my mind is not going to 'fix' itself. i need to do it.
I think this could maybe really help me in my recovery- i have always loved writing and stories and this course is very low stress- i do it all online, there are no exams and lots of tutor support. it will also push me to keep improving with my eating as i need to be able to focus again.
does anyone think im being foolish doing this course or have i done a good, positive thing?
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