Jess, sorry you feel so bad right now. I'm sure the logical part of you will see that running away will just cause more problems and upset for your mam especially.
A craving of that nature may well be your bodies way of saying something is wrong- could you speak to a doctor about it as something may be able to be done to get rid of it and thus reduce your anxieties.
Can you talk to someone about how you are feeling? Perhaps your mam or a friend or even the samaritans?
Perhaps you could make a plan of how to constructively spend your time over the next few days until you start to feel safer?
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