Aww, thanks for the replies and hugs guys, they really do mean a lot to me. :)
I feel like I have a huge moutain to climb and that i'm at the very bottom. It all feels so daunting and I feel exhausted already! I've decided 2013 is the year i am to focus solely on recovery (i.e forget about college/reduce pressure to meet my family's expectations).
It's really difficult because I so desperately want to be doing what others are doing but i become petrified of social interactions and im waaaayyyyyy to analytical. I think I need to work on my confidence and hopefully that will help me be able to expose myself to situations that i find troublesome.
Thanks Jenna for the offer. I will send you a message via facebook.
Thanks. :)
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