Thank you, i tried talking to a friend yesterday about something that has been playing on my mind and she just looked at me and said don't be stupid and cry it will just make you look more vulnerable and an easy target and then told me to sort my self out and my life out, i went from feeling sad to angry really fast.
I wouldn't mind but i don't usually talk to my family and friends about things because i hate upsetting them. I wish i had never said anything but i didn't no who else to talk to and i really needed to talk, i wasn't going to cry. :/
when i was a kid i was always taught that crying was a negative emotion as well by teachers parents now friends. I couldn't even cry for my gran at her funeral
:(.
I just cant do it its like i want to but i don't no whether i should, just encase i get into trouble for it. It sounds really stupid i no and i wish i could just make myself cry maybe i would feel better x
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