Hi there, welcome to RYL. I'm sorry you didn't get any replies earlier; sometimes people are a little daunted if they see a lot of writing.
Oh dear, that all sounds incredibly upsetting; but you're right, it's not good to drag up old wounds, and the phone call might've been asking for trouble.
It sounds like you deliberately engage in self-destructive behaviour - quitting jobs, ruining relationships by stealing etc. and I wonder what caused that? Does anything, like any emotions lead to you making the decisions to quit?
Where is your guilt from?
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