You know, no matter how much you abuse an animal it will still love you because it depends on you for everything. You are all it knows. It doesn't know any better. Just like children who are abused continue to love their parents. I am off the opinion that if there is any chance of you hurting an animal at all then you should not have one and I would urge you to rehome this cat. You know you are doing it, you know it is wrong and unless you can be certain you will never, ever do it again (and I don't think you can) then you must take steps to prevent it happening. It would be wrong of me to say anything else. I'm sorry if that sounds harsh but it's reality.
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