I truly understand because I was going through the same thing a while ago and it really scared me, because I was losing everything that caracterized my life for so long, it was like coming out through a storm that has taken everything away, coming out and realizing that all that was left is me...just me...no more things to hide in, hide from, making excuses, being ill and somewhat comfortably numb, although it was all but pleasent
but the thing I did was go back into the storm and get worse...I kinda hid away in my sickness and sadness, until I lost myself and now it seems even harder to get better...
I hope you will make it and get better and stay that way!!
Just think to yourself that you never want to go down that road again...
keep hoppin'!!
