In answer the the question "Over the last 2 weeks, how often have you have you had thoughts that you would be better off dead, or of hurting yourself in some way?" Self harm would definitely count.
I think you should try your hardest to be honest, Ok, your grandma might find out but at least you will be able to get help, manage to retain your job and succeed in school. Worse things will happen if you lie or brush it under the carpet.
I just wanted to add as well that, your not complaining and depression isn't a small issue either. You have every entitlement to post here.
Hope things improve for you soon x
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