When I was a child, I was once abused sexually, several times physically, and countless times psychologically(at home and at school by). I used to hate sleeping because I usually had nightmares that involved being stabbed, falling from a building, being chased by monsters, being alone... It was a really bad time. However, during my childhood, my best friend at that time suggested that I fill my mind with thoughts of TV cartoons. Although the way he taught me meant giving up on my confidence in reality, it was my savior from nightmares.
The past is the past, you can not change it. The past is a dream that you should wake up from.
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