[Becca]

I can't afford private again there is no way and the only nhs therapist was the one who said I must have bpd. Not good. I will look up the sites when I have time.

I'm seeing the head of the whole of psychitrity on friday but I don't trust him and only get to see him one more time and it feels pointless to be honest.

Afraid to trust.

Say i won't make any difference; doesn't understand voices etc being okay with seeing him means I don't trust him at all and won't.