I always flirted with the idea of pushing the blade in a bit farther and slitting my wrists "for real"
Maybe it's a blood thing.... I know I was never satisfied unless I saw lots of blood...
I always cut on my left wrist or left upper arm [like hgh enough to be hidden by a t-shirt]
But, after my mom found out I tried my ribs, stomach, ankles, thighs, calves, and breasts
I always felt sick and evil for cutting anywhere but my left wrist/arm..
IDK why though...
It would have been so much easier if I could have just cut somewhere else... I probably wouldn't have quit...
So maybe it's a good thing?
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