I have this problem, it's actually quite bad at the moment.
Maybe it's another part of 'filling the emptiness' that people with BPD have, it gives me a buzz for a few minutes then I need to move onto the next thing I want to buy, I keep thinking 'If I get this it will be the last thing and then i'll feel happy' but it never happens and I end up buying something else and on and on it goes ....
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