thanks..both of you..
i know ive done the right thing..its just a huge step and although the end result is worth it i still have a lot of healing to do..emotionally and physically and my arms will heal but i think emotionally im always going to struggle..and im always worried about when those urges get too much and i do slip up..i feel like its inevitable i will slip up and self harm again..i know thats really negative and i will always fight not to give into those urges..
but what if..
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