My partner used to be very supportive when I was in hospital or crisis but now he finds it very hard to be understanding when I feel depressed or suicidal and just ignores me which makes me feel crap but then I feel bad that I've pushed him so far in the past that he feels he has no more sympathy.
Saying that we have a good relationship when I'm not unwell and he says himself that he sees my bpd as such a small part of me that it doesn't effect how much he loves me
But I don't think if my bpd was as severe as it used to be we would still be together I just think my mental health is very hard for people to live with so I would find that with anyone I was with even my parents couldn't handle it and they are meant to love unconditionally
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