[Sketchy]

I have been referred to the crisis team by my cpn and am really scared and unsure of what to expect. I tried to say it wasn't necessary, but she said she was concerned for my safety. I really don't want this. Ok, I know I may well need it, but maybe I don't, I'm confused. Can you refuse the crisis team? I sound like such an ungrateful cow, but I feel so mixed up. I'm being stupid and horrible, stupid waste of space. I'm scared of people I don't know coming to my home. Someone is coming tomorrow. I guess I would like to hear of other peoples experiences. My head is all over the place, so stressed about this.