[KnightDream]

I have to see my counselor on Wednesday and I'm really nervous and afraid. Every time I think about it, I really really don't want to go. I'll go anyway because I can't skip things, but I feel like it'll just get worse. I can't quit unless he suggests I do because I can barely talk to him. Last time he scheduled me for next week even though I really didn't want to go and I couldn't tell him that. I'm going to a different college in January so hopefully I can get some help there for free. I just really don't like my counselor right now and I don't have the money to spend on this if it's making me feel much worse. I just wish I had someone I could talk to all the time. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm not sure if anyone can help me on here, but it's worth a try.