thanks bethany,
the police are aware of whats going on but theyre not having much luck doing anything about it just now. i feel so alone and scared and i hate feeling like this, i wish the bad thoughts and felings would go away, i wish the voices would stop screaming at me cause i cant cope with them anymore. then theres the flashbacks and body memories which are so real, and no grounding techniques seem to help.
i dont think i can do this anymore *curls up crying*
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