[fergieferg]

I am so f-cking tired of this Crap !!!!!!!!! No one understands what I am going thru. And i am tired of trying to tell them. The people who said they would never hurt me are the ones killing me right now. I really wish someone would just get it instead of passing judgement or assumptions. It just hurts SOOOOO much. I hate this right now. I can't keep doing this at all. I was trying WAS but f-ck it I give up trying to find help. I am going to keep it too myself and keep to myself. It's not like I didn't warn them.