Yes, Im glad my new school is better but it still hurts that my previous classmates like to make fun of me. Generally Im not afraid of people. Im afraid of some people who were going to the same school with me for many, many years. It hurts me that most of them stick together, they have class meetings. Im the only one who has isolated from them. Im not feeling free because of them. When one guy always picks on me in social meetings just makes fun of me everything I do. Sometimes I do nothing and he tells for no reason "hey look at him :)" everyone looks at me, then he starts to laugh hard at me and few others too...
Because of them I dont want to get closer to people. Imagine if I had a girlfriend and they would start to laugh or tell embarrassing things about me... I would feel worthless and stupid and the girl would be ashamed that everyone laughs at her boyfriend.... I still dont have good private life :(
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