So I'm not trying to sound dramatic but I do know my body and I know how to read my moods. I think that the meltdown is coming any day now. I'm scared. Every time it happens I think it will be the last time (for one reason or another). I feel like my career is on the line here. If I screw up I won't graduate. I can't handle anymore school. I just need to press through. I am on several medications with hefty doses and I am not interested in taking anymore.
|