Thanks alot for replying ....My mental health worker doesnt really talk about thins like voices and things like that all she mainly talks about is my mood and how i have been feeling and how things have been goin in my week she doesnt mention anything about the voices i hear or anything like that...No i have never been in therapy and i have been on risperidone but then i told them that it wasnt working so they stopped it but didnt put me on anything else.Its been going on for quite a while now and things dont seem to be improving ,sometimes i can remind myself that i am just imagining them but things are so hard and right now its hard to think they are not real.
Yeah it is fustrating and upsetting to try and reach out for support all the time and not recieve it back im at the end running out of options..No i have not talked to my auntie or my mum to ask them why they didnt phone the ambulance it will just start a big argument off and right now i cant cope with that ontop of everything else !....it is so hard to be in control i just feel like the voices and things are living my life and taking over me :(
I do text the samaritans but my honest opinion i dont think they help seriously i dont feel any better after speakin with them ....
How am i supposed to cope on my own ? i mean i know i have people on here but i cant be on here all the time ...i need someone thats going to listen and be there so i can go see them when i feel like crap but i dont have anyone i dont even have any friends that i can confide in i feel so alone that its starting to hurt :(....i go to the hospital after hurting myself last week i took 4 overdoses in a week starting small ending up with a pretty big one in the end and i was telling the crisis team that things were wrong and still no action no more support put in place why cant anyone see that something is wrong ? i cant fight this battle on my own i just dont no what to do anymore too be honest -.-
so sorry for going on and on
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