I was in a similar position to you and Meek. I did talk to my doctor, who told me even though I felt I had a lot of the symptoms you've described that I'm not bipolar. Be careful not to go in like I did with the HOPE that you are (I just wanted to be told they knew what was wrong so it could be fixed.)
I am now however being investigated for borderline personality disorder.
My advice would be to talk to a professional. You've spotted that something's clearly amiss with your behaviour/thoughts/feelings, you owe it to yourself to try and get help. Good luck!
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