For a long long time, I never wanted to stop, could never see myself stopping to be honest. But then things got better and I just didn't want/need to do it anymore so I did stop. That was over a year ago and the thought of doing has only crossed my mind when I have been very very drunk since. It might take 3 or 4 or 5 years but there might be a time when you just end up not doing it so much, eventually stopping and never looking back. Took me like 9 years to get to that point so yeah...
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