i always think that admission may be the safest option but actually when i am there it is awful, especially under a section. the restrction brings out an almost primal fight or flight response and i get more suicidal and it takes a long time to get to a place where i am safe enough to go out. also i have found quite stigmatised by it. also i wish i had never gone in in the first place as when you do (esp for long periods) it becomes harder to adjust to living on the outside and can become almost like an addiction. other people are in control.
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