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Hey talaiporia

Nice to meet you. Many thanks for answering my thread very much appreciated! Thanks for the condolences and times are very difficult for me at the moment x2! as you have read Well when it comes to my career and job I would like to work in the computer industry whether it be web design and development, becoming a computer technician, becoming a Microsoft Certified I.T. Professional (online course). But as no college in Exeter deals with these courses I am once again alone and have to rely on myself to teach myself and as I do not have any confidence in myself or my life I am stuck in limbo.

I suppose the next step would be to bite my tongue and do the administration qualifications at the private business and I will always have that under my belt if my future computer job goes pear shaped and I suppose I can always become a Microsoft Certified I.T. Professional in my own time in the evenings and on weekends even when the private business helps me to get a job in administration with a company which they advise me to do to get more money coming in.

VERY TRUE about finding somewhere to rent would solve a lot of my problems but as I said on my thread “There has been many occasions where I have tried to find a flat to rent throughout a period of 3 years from age
22 – 27, money is not an issue really it is just they are in the wrong area or does not have a shower installed in the bathroom.” So how am I going to find a flat that I want to live in when it does not seem to exist??

Damn my five year plan would become a 50 year plan as with my life I have always had to struggle to get to the stage where I want to be or get what I want and deserve which hardly ever happens and therefore I always get more lows than highs that is the way my life seems to roll naturally even with professional help from my CBT Therapist.

BUT IF a miracle happened I would have a computer career and job, I would successfully find a flat to live in, get a girl friend for the first time in my life and yep I am a 28 year old virgin:- ( and live a meaningful life but as miracles do not happen what is the point in making a 5 year plan or discussing about what I would like to do in just a few years time;-/?? I mean No Offence to your question! it is just the way my life seems to work:-/

Kind Regards,

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