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Going to court
Hi, I'm going to court to try and prosecute my ex-step-dad for sexual abuse, I'm so scared, I don't know what to do because I don't want to end up having panic attacks or stumbling over my words. I worry as when he was abusing me I acted like it was ok and I never refused as I was scared by what happened if I did, which was to abuse my Mum and I didn't want her to be hurt. I'm scared that they will think because of that I want it when I didn't. I'm also scared of my family wanting to sit in and listen to my statement as I don't think I could give it if they where in the same room. I have told them I don't want them there and why but I don't think my Mum or my big sister with respect my wishes.
I don't known what to do, I just want to curl up into a ball and cry until I fall asleep and never wake up.
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