Have you ever...
1) Self harmed?
Just started a little while ago, nothing bad yet.
2) Got into a real fight?
With sibllings? quite a few
Other people? not that I can remember...
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
Oh yeah. Sleeping lets you escape.
4) Tried to commit suicide?
No, but it has popped up randomly in my thoughts... usually when I'm thinking about stressful things.
5) Had to lie about how you felt?
Everyday.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
yup.
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
it's a talent.
8) Accused someone of using you?
No.
9) Shoplifted?
When I was little, but I didn't know that it was illegal back then.
10) Gotten drunk?
Nope. Don't plan to drink.
11) Been to a concert where your favorite artist was playing?
No. I don't like crowds.
12) Skipped doing homework to play a
video game?
Yes. -w-
(Right now) Are you:
13) Happy?
No.
14) Bored?
Yes. Very. I'm procrastinating too.
15) Avoiding someone?
My family.
16) Avoiding some task?
Sorting stuff.
17) Depressed?
yep.
18) Upset?
yep.
19) Annoyed with a friend?
No.
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Yes. a few things actually.
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
Yes. I just don't show it.
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
No. Jealousy is an ugly emotion so I refuse to allow myself to feel it.
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
Bingo. That's why I love it so much.
24) Worry about messing up your relationships a lot?
Yes.
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
Yep. I wouldn't be satisfied if I didn't.
26) Go out drinking?
No drinking.
27) Smoke cigarettes?
No smoking.
28) Smoke weed?
No drugs.
29) Do any hard drugs?
I just said no drugs.
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
I didn't.
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
Yes. I have the fear of god in me. That's what saves me from suicide.
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
Quite often.
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
It distracts me. That's partially why I do it.
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
Yes.
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’?
As in what?
36) Think things will get better?
Probably not.
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
Yes.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
Of course not. I look at people for who they are and accept them that way.
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR
short hair?
short, prefer bangs.
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
nice smile, it's great if they can smile happily. :)
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
*i'm a girl*
42) Shy OR open?
Shy but blunt, to match my attitude.
43) Eyes OR body?
Eyes.
44) Religious OR non-religious?
Religious, but I don't really mind if they're non-religious.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
Caring, but knows when to give me some space.
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
Um... I'm not quite sure what that means....
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
Piercings. Ears and Snake Bites prefered.
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
Depends.
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
Quiet stay-at-home.
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
Both would be nice.
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
No.
52) Smoke weed?
No.
53) Smoke cigarettes?
No
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
Um..... probably only one specific person in this world that I would.
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
Probably.
56) Attempt to kill yourself?
Never. But I do think about it sometimes... but still, never.
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
Yes.
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
I would love to join a rock band. <3
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
Kinda. Sympathy is not always the best way to help someone.
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
Yes, but I would not push my beliefs upon a person.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
Sure. :)
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
Oh~ ya. Don't mess with the people I love.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
No.
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
Meh, probably not.
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a [so and so] to other people?
Huh? I don't know. Depends if the people deserve it I guess...
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
Never.
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them to put up with your problems?
Duh. Why would I want to burden them with my crap?
68) Try something new even if you think you won't like it?
Sure.
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes, then which part of you and why?
Cosmetic? NO.
Otherwise? probably.
70) Sleep naked?
Um.... no.
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
Black, obviously! X3
72) Metal core OR Post-Hardcore?
Metal.
73) Cellphone or Computer?
Computer.
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
Coke.
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
Friends.
76) Apple OR PC?
PC.
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
Movies unless it's House.
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
Depends.
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
Both. XD
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
I would die without one or the other, so both! <3
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
Coke. Pepsi has a weird after taste.
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
Staying who I am.
83) Tea OR coffee?
Tea. I don't drink coffee.
84) Music OR quiet?
Music! I hate complete silence! >o<'
85) Emailing OR letter-writing?
Emailing. It's faster.
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
Comedy. Definately. I have a really weird life.
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
Europe. I don't want to go to space.
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
hmmm.... well- there's combat boots and then there's long sleeve shirts.... that's to tough to decide.
89) Bracelets OR necklaces?
Bracelets.
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education? Define your reason for your choice.
Finish school. I want to be a vet and you need to go to college for that.
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And be honest.
Definetly.
92) Are you quiet when you are with your friends/family or are you loud/hyper/open/sociable?
Family- quiet/ withdrawn
Friends- hyper/ crazy/ myself
93) Do you want to travel?
I'm content in one quiet place.
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
I don't know...
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
uh... no, not really.
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
No way. I like being a girl.
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
If I ever had one(I'm leaning towards not...) I would name them Wynter regardless of their gender.
98) How many kids would you like, and preferably, how many girls and how many boys?
One or two boys, mabye one girl.
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
Lady Gaga(listened to Poker Face one to many times... XD)
100) What makes someone a bad person in your mind?
Multiple things but I don't have the right to judge anyone, really.
101) Do you feel like you're a bad person?
Sometimes, yeah... :(