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Didn't pick meds up.
I didn't have meds last night and I didn't pick them up today so I won't have them tonight either. I always think "oh, a couple of doses won't make a difference." It always does though. I'm on 3 meds, venlafaxine being one of them. It causes hell in my head when I don't take it. I feel sick and anxious and tearful. I feel shaky and headachy and there are pops in my brain. It's my own fault, but every time I'm sure I'll be ok. I hate feeling like this, but at the same time, at least it's real. It's not medicated, so this is what it's supposed to be like. It plays games with me. I'll start taking it again tomorrow and be OK. Maybe. I am silly.
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