Thank you. It just feels like everyone around me expects me to be coping. It makes me feel like I'm just faulty or something. Things are going okay with my counselor, I get on well with her, she's recently suggested talking about what happened, we were unable to before, but I know I need to talk about it, I'm just not sure I can. The thought terrifies me, its just like reliving it over again. The panic attacks get worse and often I end up hurting myself because it gets so overwhelming. I can't even catch a bus because I'm scares he'll be on there and I'll be stuck. I feel so broken.
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